"sigh"

well it has been a busy week. I did manage to do yoga twice! yea me! And I made pretty good money at work the other night, due to that fact that the other waitress was sick so I worked alone and got a much longer shift. WOo HoO. Or something. It's been a crazy week for thinking through. I'm not sure that I actually enjoy realizing how strange and wrong people can be. I know I don't enjoy trying to explain to people how my personal relationship with God would make friendship with someone who doesn't make it a priority, very hard, and a romantic relationship impossible. I really don't like that the world makes me feel like a judgmental jerk for holding to the standards set forth in the Bible. I desperately need new friends who will encourage me in my relationship with God and not find it their goal to destroy what innocence I still have. And I'm totally rambling and feeling awkward sharing all of this, because I don't really like sharing much on this blog anymore, due to that fact that I know how many people could potentially drop in and read it and grill me on what I'm talking about. Right so I think I'll stop here and head to bed. Ahh the mind of a girl where ever problem connects to every aspect of life and therefore all things depress, frustrate, and confuse me right now.. I should watch a sad movie just so I can cry and be done with it. "sigh"