today's dilemma

Good grief I didn't know it could be so hard to get a job. I applied, I took tests, I interviewed, they actually offered the job, and now I have to decide if I can accept it or not. You see the problem comes that they want full time workers, and I can not do that. I watch my sister's kids and can't just up and quit, that would be beyond lame. So We've worked it out that I can do the 4 weeks of training full time and then work weekends for CITI. However, I don't know if they will work with that schedule, and as it turns out life for the next year or so is completely unpredictable. I don't know if Matt will find a job. If he finds one soon then I might have to quit CITI which wouldn't be good. However if it takes him a very long time, then I may end up having to watch the kids again next school year so Suzy can teach again. and then I'd have to go back and forth from weekends during the school year to full time in the summer, and it's all so confusing and not at all very certain. Can I just say that I don't like not knowing what is going on!!!! Drives me batty! OK well now that that is out of system I'm going to try to call my friend Dianna the career counselor again. (she is the coolest person! I wish the world could have a Dianna!)