Update who?

I'm aware that I haven't updated this in quite awhile. You might think that means I simply have nothing to say. You could be right but you're not. My life of late has been HECTIC and so crazy that I wouldn't even know where to begin if I did try to write about it all. (Lets try to recall that in a girls mind everything is connected so If I started one story it would likely connect to Everything going on in my life which would create an over long blog that you wouldn't want to read in any case.) So I won't be updating at this time. Lucky for you. :) Maybe when things settle down and I'm not so stressed I'll try again. Please don't feel that you would be a bother if you wrote to me as I love to get letters of any kind and will most likely respond on a more personal level, I just won't be writing mass productions of my personal stress right now. I know I know you are SO devastated. :) Hopefully the Holidays are going well for everyone.

Names

So I've joined a women’s Bible study. It's a study on women in the Bible. Today's study was about Rachel and Leah. I noticed that though many children were born to both women and their maid servants, one boy was named with God in mind. Now by that I mean that every child was named after how the mother felt at the time, and there was a lot of jealousy and bitterness going on in that home. Only Judah's name (God be praised) didn't have something to do with selfishness. I thought it was interesting that The Christ came from the tribe of Judah.
Anyway that is my random fact of the day. Enjoy!

The Cross

Sunday's sermon was about Christ's death and It motivated me to finally watch "The Passion of the Christ". Of course I cried, a lot. But what I noticed most was that even as I cried to God about how I know I'm not worth it, as though he could go back and change what has happened because I realize I'm not worth the pain, I also noticed that at the point when I realized how not worth it I am, I felt of infinate worth, because he thinks I am. It's kind of an odd seeming contradiction of ideas but it makes perfect sence, at least to me.